Today is the 4th day of new year 2006, yet I still did not felt the tinge of a new year. 2005 had been eventful, many things happened, good and bad, but through it all, I thank God for putting me through, although some happened because of own rebelliousness. Time to make some serious resolutions this years ( sound like the BJ Diary huh...) I am serious in making them.
Resolution no.1 :
Not trying to be holy ... but truly wanna love God more. Last year, He revealed so much of my own weaknesses and really is because the love of God was not in me and I did not fear HIM. There were so much wake up calls recently and really my mind was so crowded with old memories and burdens that were so worldly that I was blinded and could not see God. Last nite, I just recalled worshipping with one of my youth frens during MUAR days, one of the occasions, this song : Your Unfailing Love. As I began to sing, I felt touched. Truly, I am not looking for any feelings but want to see my life being transformed in His Glory. I began ministering at the platform in worship, and really think that if I dun watch my own lives, those I am ministering will be messed up and certainly I do not want to take this lightly. Lord, I need your grace. I hope to see myself grew in the fear the Lord and abide and obey in ALL HIS COMMANDMENTS and STATUTES, align my purposes to HIM.
Resolution no.2 :
Want to input into my gals' lives. I don't know how to be strict with them and I ask God to give me the wisdom to do so, so as I will not be a stumbling block of what God wants to accomplish in their lives.
Resolution no. 3 :
I want to pray in this year like I've never done before from the past to mingle Praise and Prayer and Worship with Intercession, to stand in the gap for my loved ones.
Resolution no. 4:
To be faithful in my timing to work and not to be late, and also to cut down on cabbing. =)To be a good testimony at work.
Resolution no. 5 :
To excel in inline roller skating and photography, start my guitar interest group by Mid Feb and pray that this group will multiply and may those prebelievers will come to know Jesus.
Already for 1 year that I keep thinking of myself, so this year let me jus give it all to God. Lord I know I can't outgive you, but teach me to give like You have given to me.